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[Mar. 27th, 2006|01:44 pm] |
Yesterday Kim and I decided to get the fuck out of redmond and take a little trip to Lebonon to watch Ugly Litter play a show. It was quite the experince i must say. I thought Redmond was fucked hahahahaha! I officialy have some sort of respect for the CO today... and probably just today.
I suppose I will start at the beginning. I started drinking on the way over the pass, real intelligent huh? Once we got into Lebonon and found where the show was we did a some more drinking with Jeff, Ryan + a bunch of crazy kids i didn't know. Once we figured out how we were going to get in the show and Ugly litter started playing, some girl and i were the only ones who apparently knew how to move because everyone else just stood around staring at each other like a bunch of fucktards. Then we did some more drinking. Lisa ended up showing up which was completely random, the places you run into people -a-? I also talked to the girls that Courtney and I met in Corvallis that we were probably really rude to but they ended up being pretty damn rad. Then there were some blank spots but Kim, Troy and I ended up at some school swinging for awhile waiting for a party if i remember correctly. We ended up at this fucked up house with the most gamermyths I have ever seen in one house EVER! There was some drunk 14 year old girl running around that all these nasty old guys were trying to fuck. Some girl kept saying how cute she was, it was a discussting situation and someone should have called her fucking parents. Anyways I hope she made it out alive..or at least with her pants still on. Once we got out of that place i felt some what relieved and like I needed a shower. We dropped off Ryan and Velaria(sp) and Kim, Troy and I went to this kids house that I had met earlier that night...i think. I'm not sure what was going on but i wanted to break his neck. Kim gave him some pain killers which he crushed up tried to snort and later picked up the peices he droped out of the carpet and smoked them out of a tums container.
I hope this all makes sense i'm not gonna spell check it and i'm still kinda drunk.
What else happend?
Someone fill in the blanks. |
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[Mar. 22nd, 2006|10:35 am] |
So recently they just put a new road that goes all the way through 35th off of obsidian and fucking stupid ass people think that they can go speeding through it, well thanks for running over my cat you retards! I hope your children die the same way Ringo did crawling over a fence and between two rocks.
The next time you go speeding through a fucking suburban area you should probably just lose control of the weel and get your feet shoved through your face. |
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[Feb. 21st, 2006|06:07 am] |
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| | Not bleeding through! | ] |
I know that Ashleigh recently posted a blog similar to this but after I attended a Bleeding Through, Every Time I Die and Haste The Day show I just can't resist. This shit is not music! If it is music I would rather be deaf, it's horrendous. You can't even tell when the bands change. It's like the people who listen to this shit have to pretend they sound different. I had to go look up song lyrics just to make sure there are some, this is a piece of a song called "What I Bleed Without You" by Bleeding Through
"this eats me alive. I'm going to say what I want to say. you were my one true cure, my only pain. you were my one true pain, my only hate, my only hate. my only cure, my only pain. i hate you, i love you. my only cure, my only pain. i hate you, i love you."
Hummm, this doesn't sound very "hardXcore" to me. It sounds rather emo only worse because it's screaming at me and all I hear is WHAAAAAAAA! over and over again. If people are going to consider this shit hardcore then the bands need to start changing their lyrics to things like " i fucked your mother in the ass while punching your dad in throat then went and slammed dope in my right eye and stabbed you with a fork" , now that sounds much more hard core. You could sing that with an acoustic guitar and it would still sound hard core.
These people have no musical talent, they need to take some vocal and guitar lessons and start over, that is if their vocal cords aren't completely fucked because of those awful noises they make. What's worse is the people who would start to clapping to a beat that wasn't even there! Their clapping was the only steady beat going on. And the dancing hahaha, oh the dancing. The people who dance to this shit look like they are doing impressions of a wind mill in a game of charades wile trying to kick them selves in the face.
I think I need to join this!
And all the guys dress like transvestites in their girl pants and tee-shirts the only thing missing is the bra. They also all need a new hair cut because this 
is fucking ugly, and if you have hair like this i bet you your girlfriend does to, does that turn you on, seriously?
(sorry if you know this kid but look at him what a douche bag)
I hate emo kids that call themselves hardcore because their music hurts my brain! |
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| "all i wanna do is drink beer for breakfast..." |
[Feb. 17th, 2006|02:43 am] |
I just ate some delicious french fries and a fake hamburger, it was pretty damn good!
I will be in Portland with Courtney tomorrow until sunday for those of you want to see me.
I came to Portland last Saturday and I hung out with Valerie. It was pretty great, i hadn't see her sense Nick and Jonis wedding.
(you can see my lovely new piercing)
Ashleigh and I were so fucked up on the way home! I don't remember anything. Apparently I asked some bald guy at subway for a hair tie...ooopps. Then later we were talking to some guy at a rest stop and he asked us for a pipe so Ashleigh asked him what kind and he told us he didn't care. At first we thought he was a cop but then decided against that idea. I guess by the end of our conversation with him I was telling him him that he was a tweaker and being really mean, I don't remember that part though.
That day was the most fucked up day i have had in awhile. Can someone tell me more of what happend?
Yesterday I got flowers in the mail from Courtney it was so fantastic. Then she came and hung out and we drank some beer and went to Randis and hung out with the larry crew + Alex and Kevin.
It's really cold outside right now, it pisses me off and makes my hands hurt. The other day it was so nice, I wish it was like that now.
The Oc isn't on tonight and it breaks my heart. I can't believe Johnny died and Summers dad and Julie Cooper are gonna fuck, Yep...they are gonna dddoooo it.
I want someone to paint my toes for me.
My brothers a dick head and just put sprinkles in my hair. |
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[Feb. 6th, 2006|07:01 am] |
This was a nice night...
Looky, I have a gun...and it's real.
Courtney and I!
Dun dun dun!
Ty, Courtney and I! |
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[Feb. 4th, 2006|05:48 pm] |
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I got a new peircing today! Courtney and I went to stepping out and had surface peircings done. Courtney did the back of her neck and I did above my breast, kinda on my chest area. I'm so stoked about it! |
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[Jan. 23rd, 2006|02:42 pm] |
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Taras weekend
FRIDAY-
My sister, Kim and I went to a cowboys and indians party, worst party ever! The people there wernt pretending to be cowboys they were straight up fucking HICKS! I thought the point of a themed party was to dress like you normaly wouldn't. My sister, Kim, me and some other kids were indians, it was damn sexy. The rednecks wouldn't change there country music it was awful. Once we did change the music they got so pissed they tried to fight me. This girl who was orange and looked like an oopla lumpa who seemed to be there leader probably should have thrown herself into oncoming traffic. So they kicked us out hahahaha! Bitches! Cherise, Kim, Mackenzie and I came back to my house and I puked for awile and then passed out.
SATURDAY-
Kim and I walked from my house to Ty and Aarons for the show. It was like a 3 mile walk but we had beer so it wasn't so bad. At first I was unsure of going inside because Ty hates me and on new years he pushed me into some speakers. Everything was fine he didn't say anything to me. Holt was there and that was kinda weird, I probably said weird drunk things to him...ooops. Matt was there and it made me happy because I hadn't seen him forever. The cops came because they had a noise complaint so everyone was hurrying to leave I was going to go to Amandas but wile I was outside talking to Ugly Litter they told me I was going with them, so Ugly Litter, Kirsa, Brian and I went to Bend there was a weird three some going on in the back of there van, hahahaha! Brian was sitting in the back for so long wile this was happening. We went and hung out at an apartment. I really wanted to watch Aladdin but to no avail it never happend.
SUNDAY-
So Kirsa, Sean, Dave, Jeff, Troy, Ryan, Pete and I went to Kirsas house for breakfast, Kirsa rocks! Sean and I went and found my sister and we headed to Wal mart so they could spange and play music.On are way to Wal Mart Troy played A Boy Named Sue, it was so fantastic! Kirsa, Sean, Mackenzie and I played on the railroad tracks, it was nice. We went and bought 2 cases of beer, met up with Jade who brought me some skittles because she is incredibly awesome. We drank in the van wile Jeff played music infront of the mate shop. We played I Never hahahaha, thats a great game! We were all pretty drunk and we went to my house so I could shower and we drank some more. Then we went to Kirsas again and ate some dinner. We then ran out of beer and it was a "sad day in chocolate town". Way later we got some more beer and passed out. Dave found a obsession, Its so romantical he ate hard noodles for her. Pete won and now we all miss eachother.
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| "and the rain exploded with a mighty crash" |
[Jan. 18th, 2006|04:52 pm] |
I'm sitting here drinking my second beer today, it's nice.
I have been drinking more lately, thats not nice.
My hands are cold and it kinda hurts. My feet get cold at night sometimes and it hurts then too.
My hair looks pretty today, I hope your hair looks pretty today too.
I don't like it when people tell me about people saying bad things about me, it makes me sad. Then again I kinda do like to know so I know who should be shot and who shouldn't. I hate that my little brother is such a dick to me because of how other people feel. Then again maybe he should develop a brain for himself and get over it, that was kinda rude of me, huh?
Every one is getting along quite nicly right now and that makes me really happy. For along time people were being awful to eachother...I took a huge part in that, i'm a bitch.
"Why's it gotta be so complicated
Why you gotta tell me if I'm hated"
Brandon wrote me something interesting that I thought was kinda true "... trying so hard to be diffrent but they shop at the same places, all i really wanna know is
when will Tara go MEtal??? everyone else has"
I don't really think he is saying that I go along with everyone else(at least i hope not) but more that everyone else is doing it and what the fuck!
Never the less it's true, and STOP IT!
Last night I hung out with Joy and Fittro. It was really cool we just sat bull shitted all night, I want to do it agian.
did you know if you listen to a beer can you can hear the ocean...it's true. |
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[Jan. 16th, 2006|12:29 pm] |
I'm kinda thirsty.
The radio is lame.
Once I fried on mushrooms and pretended to be a chicken.
someone motivate, me.
I didn't shave my legs today.
I hate when my finger nails are painted and they're painted right now.
My little sister wants to have a son named Eddie.
I really don't like leftover crack.
I had lemon meringue pie for my birthday.
I only like cake if i'm really stoned.
I hate being stoned.
Kelsey and I were once locked in the boys bathroom.
Margarie Day is always happy.
I don't like the name Melody.
The color red looks awful on me.
I usually remember what I dreamed about.
The book i'm reading right now I have already read twice.
The color pink doesn't make me as happy as it used to.
I think I look better blonde so I'm not sure why I keep dying my hair black.
The fox and the hound makes me want to cry.
Some guy called me on saturday asking me why we never hang out any more and I still don't know who it it was.
Jesse fell down a cliff once.
exaggeration makes me want to shoot you in the face.
I don't like the brave little toaster.
I have never broken a bone.
Spaghetti used to be my favorite food but now I hate it.
My third grade teacher looked like a witch.
Lillian Adel looks like a bird...maybe a frog, I feel bad for thinking that.
My little brother doesn't like me and I most likely blame you.
The fox and the hound makes my sister want to cry too.
I'm listening to the bens and it kinda makes me sad.
Weird people come to my house.
I kinda wish I was drunk.
My kitty sleeps with me.
My favorite word is epiphany.
Flogging Molly makes me want to drink.
I can't find my sweatshirt and it pisses me off.
I really like hiking.
I was sick last week.
My sister likes Ryan, she thinks he is pretty.
Religion and war are awful things.
It makes me really happy that Nick and Joni are married.
The beach is a great place to be.
I can't do a head stand.
Paris Hilton has a gross vagina.
I watched movies with my cousin last night, shes 7.
It makes me happy when Brian plays the guitar and sings Johnny Cash.
I like fake hot dogs.
Hank Hill is a total fucker.
Ben pissed on Brandon once, Nick pissed on Amandas floor once, Ashleigh pissed on Mackenzies arm once, Andy pissed on Mackenzie bed once...i'm kinda feeling bad for Mackenzie now.
I like to read Anne Rule.
My sister is making a quilt.
Lines are fake.
You miss me. |
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[Jan. 11th, 2006|02:26 pm] |
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[Jan. 7th, 2006|03:12 pm] |
DRINK!
No, I didn't have a baby. |
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| "another year over and what have we done" |
[Jan. 4th, 2006|10:16 am] |
The washing machine just broke! Well at least I think it's broken, my clothes are half way washed sitting in a pool of water. I'm so pissed! I want some clean dry clothes damnit! I fished out some pants and a few other things and put them in the dryer I hope the fact that they are drenched in water doesn't fuck up the dryer too.
It's freakin' 2006 holy guacamole! There is also only a week left until my birthday, I still need someone to throw me a party(hint hint)!
New years was RAD! I went to a weird show/party where larry and his flask, the bad actors and the confederats played. Tarah came and hung out with me and it was so great, I missed her a lot. There was this girl at the show and she came up to me and gave me a hung and then said "i'm so bi arn't you?" at first I wasn't sure if I heard her right so I asked her a few times to repeat herself and sure enough that's whats she said. I didn't say anything I just turned around and walked away. I later saw her falling down drunk making out with my little sister in the mosh pit. Kim almost killed us in Amandas van it was frightning, she kept swerving all over the road and then when she would slow down she would jerk the van. Amanda and I hung out, it was kinda awkward at first but them it seemed like nothing changed like we never quit talking...weird.
I think I'm getting a cold and it's really stupid, I hate being sick. The weather is also making my skin dry.I hate central oregon weather. |
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[Dec. 31st, 2005|05:32 pm] |
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I'm so stoked for tonight! TARAHs hanging out with me! holy hell this is great! |
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[Dec. 29th, 2005|02:19 pm] |
Today as my sister and I went to visit her dear friend Nathan we began talking about this woman that comes to "visit" my mom sometimes, her name is Deana and she's about in her mid 60's. I have decided that Deana is the most interesting person EVER! To begin with she has no tongue, this is actually kinda sad because she had cancer and had it chopped off. Second she is a big stoner and i'm pretty sure she does the occasional tweak(as do most people in central oregon) so she will try to ramble on and on but know one knows what the hell shes talking about so when she laughs we laugh. Now the tip of the ice burg is that shes a lesbian, I learned this part on christmas and I was incredibly disturbed. She must be the worst lesbian ever considering she has no tongue and now I can't eat around her because it makes me kinda sick. The other day my sister was trying to understand what she was saying and she's pretty sure she said "I just stole a bunch of money from my mom to buy pot with", humm.. she doesn't have tongue she's a fucking stoner/tweaker and shes a lesbian that lives and steals from her mom. If she wrote a book I would read it.
P.s. my moms not a lesbian. |
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[Dec. 27th, 2005|12:46 pm] |
This was my first Christmas in 5 years being single...weird. It was good though, my mom was able to give us the christmas she always wanted.
It's almost new years I can't believe it. So much stupid shit took place in the past 365 days. I don't think I hang out with anyone i used to. I don't think it's a bad thing either.
I think my old best friends are my new worst enemys.
Lately I have been hearing all sorts of lame shit being said about me and whether or not it's true it's still bull shit! I hate the idea of being in a room and leaving and know what people are saying, regardless of what most of them think i'm not stupid and i'm not a fucking fool.
I haven't been drinking that much lately and it has cut the drama shit in half. I like that, I like being sober.
I'm ready to start over.
Once upon a time you dressed so fine
You threw the bums a dime in your prime, didn't you?
People'd call, say, "Beware doll, you're bound to fall"
You thought they were all kiddin' you
You used to laugh about
Everybody that was hangin' out
Now you don't talk so loud
Now you don't seem so proud
About having to be scrounging for your next meal.
How does it feel
How does it feel
To be without a home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone?
You've gone to the finest school all right, Miss Lonely
But you know you only used to get juiced in it
And nobody has ever taught you how to live on the street
And now you find out you're gonna have to get used to it
You said you'd never compromise
With the mystery tramp, but now you realize
He's not selling any alibis
As you stare into the vacuum of his eyes
And ask him do you want to make a deal?
How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone?
You never turned around to see the frowns on the jugglers and the clowns
When they all come down and did tricks for you
You never understood that it ain't no good
You shouldn't let other people get your kicks for you
You used to ride on the chrome horse with your diplomat
Who carried on his shoulder a Siamese cat
Ain't it hard when you discover that
He really wasn't where it's at
After he took from you everything he could steal.
How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone?
Princess on the steeple and all the pretty people
They're drinkin', thinkin' that they got it made
Exchanging all kinds of precious gifts and things
But you'd better lift your diamond ring, you'd better pawn it babe
You used to be so amused
At Napoleon in rags and the language that he used
Go to him now, he calls you, you can't refuse
When you got nothing, you got nothing to lose
You're invisible now, you got no secrets to conceal.
How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone? |
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[Dec. 24th, 2005|11:46 am] |
It's christmas tomorrow yippy skippy...
I hate half the people I know and I wish they would all die for christmas. |
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[Dec. 21st, 2005|04:46 pm] |
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I don't care what you all say I NEVER PISSED ON BENS FEET! |
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